As we continue down the road of our own journey which is now fairly varied, first experience with legal, judicial or academic outskirts -ambience,, we are encountering a number of other firsts. We have been learning how to interact with other in-house stake holders or out-house forces, how to share, how to navigate new fears and feelings.
Most notably, we learnt the art and science of inter segm...ent-co-ordination as our first lesson.
Further chapters on the same subject appear to be end-less.
We have been in denial mode for some time, resisted too much and our monitor consistently exhibited the message shamelessly-" Not Programmed For ".
We were not even ready to identify or acknowledge that our Reject key was on or was too fast,but our teachers seniors, instructors have confirmed it.

Whether we still continue with our rejection keys on?

It started when we would talk about a particular subject, person or situation or system. Otherwise we had a fairly operational "accept" key but once we started journey in-house and found ourselves in the system itself our questioning soon turned to extreme shyness or fear or phobia whenever if either we ourselves or our colleague mentioned or posed a question or if any question was posed to us or any one of us.WE would immediately throw our hands up saying “be quiet!! Don’t SAY that!” or some other conversation-halting phrase. End of discussion.