If you are not ready to be greedy, you are going to be kicked out of main stream society where greed is exchanged on mutually agreed terms, not on proportionate consideration but on whims, emotions, urgency, resist-ability, elasticity, intelligence, cunning-presentation, and even under duress, coercion misrepresentation and undue-influence. Fraud,fabrication, suppression are acceptable social norms. People have been telling me for the last forty years that there is nothing like corruption- an issue before the society.
I have been denying and perhaps shall keep denying this proposition.
I shall fight my own greed tooth and nail, even if i am alone.Better to be poor then being corrupt and greedy.  My greed shall be watered by only those whose greed will be served by me. I will have to be a part of GREED_LOBBY.
I want toresist, be contended.
At the end of my life , I will not make a will how my greed has to be disposed of. I will not whisper about my hidden greed, nor look around for the person with whom I can share my last moment of anxiety. Let peace come to me peacefully.

I am not going to sell my own-self. I pray only MAULA and never SIRAJUDDAULLA. Come what may, I am not saleable. I resist every price tag.
I love and love to be loved but for me love has no price and my love is not available  in the market. If you love me I am ready to be loved but no questions asked, no price offered nor expected. My love is love simple-no lewdness, no lust and love only ;not even purity.
My love is a perpetual stamp of love, not erasable. I am always re-writeable but nothing can be deleted, erased. I shall not recover or retrieve or reconstruct , any thing gone but I shall not erase them. Those are my Stamped moments of learning . Let me enjoy those which everyone else is asking to be forgotten, forgiven. I shall always be with my past, present -- let future be governed by His will,