Each insult heaped on me , inspired me, made me tough , stronger, and more determined.
I did not allow anybody causing injury to third person without more than sufficient reason, compelling reason and did not succumb,will not succumb to pressures, whims or unjust desires,improper dictates after 1976.
Perhaps 1972 to 1976 was my best learning years- may be bitter, unbearably bitter but those worst days were my best teacher. I learnt the most between 1962 to 1976. After 1976 I started to experience, work, try and learn.
From 1997 onwards each paise I earned is tax-paid.
Before 1997 I used to earn through advocacy,practicing lawyer, as a teacher,as a coach.
My wife earned through her own efforts of petty business
She had her small savings and used to receive some gifts from her mother-side.I contributed poorly to-wards her.I contributed wholeheartedly towards the whole family. I even ignored her but loved her because I knew she alone can sacrifice.And she did do that.
I did not differentiate between the whole family at any point of time and responded all family calls even at the risk of loss of career, money, prestige,my children's pleasure, my wife's consent.
I do not have any claim over any thing nor do I have any complain. Now only memories are there, no pains.
I am writing these pages only for my own satisfaction and spelling out myself correctly.
I am more then satisfied but I must live and leave openly.
I have sinned at times but never in a way that I should be ashamed of that.
I have lived a proportionate life and will live the rest of life proportionately.
I have walked more than I could have anticipated.
I
I did not allow anybody causing injury to third person without more than sufficient reason, compelling reason and did not succumb,will not succumb to pressures, whims or unjust desires,improper dictates after 1976.
Perhaps 1972 to 1976 was my best learning years- may be bitter, unbearably bitter but those worst days were my best teacher. I learnt the most between 1962 to 1976. After 1976 I started to experience, work, try and learn.
From 1997 onwards each paise I earned is tax-paid.
Before 1997 I used to earn through advocacy,practicing lawyer, as a teacher,as a coach.
My wife earned through her own efforts of petty business
She had her small savings and used to receive some gifts from her mother-side.I contributed poorly to-wards her.I contributed wholeheartedly towards the whole family. I even ignored her but loved her because I knew she alone can sacrifice.And she did do that.
I did not differentiate between the whole family at any point of time and responded all family calls even at the risk of loss of career, money, prestige,my children's pleasure, my wife's consent.
I do not have any claim over any thing nor do I have any complain. Now only memories are there, no pains.
I am writing these pages only for my own satisfaction and spelling out myself correctly.
I am more then satisfied but I must live and leave openly.
I have sinned at times but never in a way that I should be ashamed of that.
I have lived a proportionate life and will live the rest of life proportionately.
I have walked more than I could have anticipated.
I
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