Let me thank all of them who ignited me.Some pushed me, some pulled me. Some of them treated me unfairly as per my personal expectation standards. I do not still know whether they were really unfair to me.
To-day I re-evaluate and am confused because relevant time frame has changed and perhaps I .am not the wisest .Others may have been wiser at the specific moment when they had treated me in that specific way.To-day I am not  sure whether they were totally wrong in their way of treating me as per their own standards at that time- in those circumstances.
To-day I am willing to extend them the benefit of doubt and I confess  I had been unfair to me more than they were. I was too rigid, predetermined and not able to hear,comprehend or even see beyond my       own-self.
I was unfairly loving myself.
To-day I say, they pruned me so that I can grow vigorously. They treated me with a high hand so that I get myself transplanted ans see myself growing full-strength.
Only good thing- I lost heart but did not stop. I took still another step when it was really difficult for me to have another pinch of life.I kept on. I shall move on.